It was with mixed feelings that I made my journey back to Okinawa in the October of 2008. On the one hand I was excited to be returning to the birthplace of karate do, and eager to conduct further research into the roots of the art which I love so much, but on the other hand, I couldn’t seem to shake the feeling of disappointment that I had felt upon leaving Okinawa last time.
It was during my last visit that I made the discovery that Okinawa no longer owned karate and that the answers to my questions relating to the art of Goju Ryu probably could no longer be found on the island. The kind of questions that I was asking were not ones easily answered, and rather than admitting their lack of knowledge in certain areas, most of the well meaning sensei and seniors would try to satisfy my curiosity with either weak guesses made up on the spot, or at times, downright lies. My questions were not of a technical nature, and after being told time and time again to either kick higher, punch faster, or sit lower; I wondered whether I had really travelled half way around the world to be told things that were actually fairly unimportant in the grand scheme of things? The performance of kata varied greatly from person to person, which is fine in itself, however there needs to be a reason, and for most part, this reason was one of an aesthetical nature.
The one all-encompassing question that repeats over and over again in my head is ‘why’? It is this infuriating question that holds my interest and motivates me to keep searching, however it was this one question that it seemed everybody had stopped asking themselves.
Upon leaving Okinawa in 2003 I truly believed that I had missed the boat, and that the answers to many of my questions may have been lost to time with the modern trend of standardisation and taking pride in wearing blazers and badges. It seemed people had lost the will to search for themselves, and the masses were being led by people at the helm who were not completely sure in which direction they were supposed to be heading.
In spite of this, there were still a number of obligations I had yet to uphold, and this was my main reason for returning. I still felt strongly about my earlier observations on the current state of karate in Okinawa, and yet I would never be able to completely say goodbye to the island until I had paid my respects, and said thank you to Miyagi Chojun Sensei and Higaonna Kanryo Sensei.
It is strange how your life can be influenced so greatly by people you have never even met. I guess this is what some people find with religion. Despite not being a religious person myself, from a very young age my life has been governed by the practice of karatedo, and the stamp of budo bears its mark upon every aspect of my life. The lessons in life delivered through the vehicle of the Goju Ryu are what have shaped my character and mentality, hopefully for the better, and are what continue to assist me as I mature and progress through the course of life. I’m sure many have found similar lessons through the pursuit of running a marathon or climbing a mountain; however, the path I had chosen to walk was that of Goju Ryu, and I still owed a huge debt of gratitude to those masters who had worked so hard to pass on this tradition. Whilst I would never be able to fully repay this debt, the very least I could do would be to bow before them and express my gratitude.
Despite my doubts concerning training in Okinawa, there was still a small part of me that wanted to believe there were still those who were actively pursuing the mysteries of karatedo, and still looking for answers. This small part of me led to Patrick McCarthy Sensei kindly writing me a letter of introduction to Hokama Tetsuhiro Sensei, with a recommendation that I look to him for assistance on this matter.
And so it was with a definite plan of action, and a letter of introduction that I arrived in Naha once again, and made my way to the dojo of Hokama Tetsuhiro Sensei in Nishihara.